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Tuesday, January 05, 2010

dear blog

hello blog,

I ought to close you down. its been ages since we have last had contact.

You have become useless to me.

I no longer want to write about what happen from day to day on you anymore.

In the beginning, you were just a mere tool for me to better my English.
Its not really working too well although I would say I should have put in more effort.

Occasionally, I used you update myself to the small pool of readers about my life.
An occasional opportunity to seek attention to oneself.
I admit that it pleases me to have people commenting on my entries. It feels good to draw in attention.

But dear blog, where have all of them gone to?

I understand that this is not your fault at all. I have neglected you after having found better and more important things to do.

You see, I realize that sitting in front the computer all day is a poison.

Draining you of the opportunity to socialize out there, instead here I am sitting in here with you. Talking to a virtual machine.

It deems me obsolete when the opportunity arises for conversation, making me handicap in such events.

Oh I hate all this. I hate reporting to you about whatever I am doing and whatever I thought of.

I am sorry my dear blog. I am going to close you down for a while now. Officiating what should have been done months ago.

Thank you for keeping everything a memory.

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010.

Goodbye blog. For now.

Zhi Yao

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

The climb. abeit an ardous one.



That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Whoa a oh oh

Monday, September 28, 2009

ilu.

recess week.

:)

exam stress.

:(

life goes on.

:)

gonna try do my best.

:)

alr 9 months :)
ilu.

:)

Sunday, August 09, 2009

girlfriend.


My girlfriend. now you see who wears the pants.






















at the coffee club...























at swensons...























at TCC...






















at Cafe Cartel...






















its good when your gf helps you wipe your mouth after satisfying meals, writes your planner for you, helps you do up your timetable, tugs you tightly watching movies and always think for you.

i love my gf.

zhiyao-

Friday, July 24, 2009


hi.
favourite picture of the day:

Sunday, July 12, 2009

entry










Its been quite a while since i have been in touch with blogging.
I don't really think people come here to see whats here anymore. whats interesting and such.

i am leading quite a happy life :D
with gf and friends and uni is starting.

without work is making me abit restless. i cant say i dont welcome the break. but i think its better to work abit more to earn more money before uni starts.
DRAINING my savings now :(

thinking of going back to studying frightens me a little.
suddenly memorising and understanding became a very unfamiliar thing to do anymore.
the past 2 years made me very comfortable with doing things outside of studying.
I realise that actually studying is quite difficult if u compare it with working or army.

Memorising notes and all that can be abit scary with exams determining your future.
i think these 2 years of living without all these stress is making me fearful of what lies ahead.

sigh. oh well.

i think nothing much gonna change cept that my life will have an additional priority :/
lets see how i can juggle them out :)























-zhiyao

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

dear diary,

recently 1000+ people got infected with the h1n1 virus in singapore,
michael jackson died,
north korea have been firing missiles,
and I got sick.

I am finally jobless.
Still a bit itchy for work but welcomed the break.
Stopped the MOE stint on 26 Jun, went to FOC ScBE camp NUEVE on 29 Jun till 3 July.
Got sick. Flu, Phlegm, Cough, Throat infection.

Staying at home now :)

-zhiyao