dear blog
I ought to close you down. its been ages since we have last had contact.
You have become useless to me.
I no longer want to write about what happen from day to day on you anymore.
In the beginning, you were just a mere tool for me to better my English.
Its not really working too well although I would say I should have put in more effort.
Occasionally, I used you update myself to the small pool of readers about my life.
An occasional opportunity to seek attention to oneself.
I admit that it pleases me to have people commenting on my entries. It feels good to draw in attention.
But dear blog, where have all of them gone to?
I understand that this is not your fault at all. I have neglected you after having found better and more important things to do.
You see, I realize that sitting in front the computer all day is a poison.
Draining you of the opportunity to socialize out there, instead here I am sitting in here with you. Talking to a virtual machine.
It deems me obsolete when the opportunity arises for conversation, making me handicap in such events.
Oh I hate all this. I hate reporting to you about whatever I am doing and whatever I thought of.
I am sorry my dear blog. I am going to close you down for a while now. Officiating what should have been done months ago.
Thank you for keeping everything a memory.
Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010.
Goodbye blog. For now.
Zhi Yao
