dear blog

hello blog,

I ought to close you down. its been ages since we have last had contact.

You have become useless to me.

I no longer want to write about what happen from day to day on you anymore.

In the beginning, you were just a mere tool for me to better my English.
Its not really working too well although I would say I should have put in more effort.

Occasionally, I used you update myself to the small pool of readers about my life.
An occasional opportunity to seek attention to oneself.
I admit that it pleases me to have people commenting on my entries. It feels good to draw in attention.

But dear blog, where have all of them gone to?

I understand that this is not your fault at all. I have neglected you after having found better and more important things to do.

You see, I realize that sitting in front the computer all day is a poison.

Draining you of the opportunity to socialize out there, instead here I am sitting in here with you. Talking to a virtual machine.

It deems me obsolete when the opportunity arises for conversation, making me handicap in such events.

Oh I hate all this. I hate reporting to you about whatever I am doing and whatever I thought of.

I am sorry my dear blog. I am going to close you down for a while now. Officiating what should have been done months ago.

Thank you for keeping everything a memory.

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010.

Goodbye blog. For now.

Zhi Yao